All i want for x mas

all i want for xmas is my husband but i wont be getting that and he wont even be here for valentines which will suck becuz this will be our second one that we havent spent together yet.idk what to do anymore i look at his pictures and i just cr y. i just want these six months to go by quicker but are they?i think not. ill be going to 29 plams 18 dec to 07 jan to spend the holidays with my husbands friend and wife which i have know for almost two years i really hope it helps but idk.