Thanksgiving

I am thankful for having a loving man in my life. And he is fighting for something right. It sucks not having him here for the holidays. i miss him sooooo much and love him to death. i don t know what im going to do without him here. only six months but still feels like a lifetime. i hope he comes home safetly..........

semper fi

I miss my husband

I miss aaron so much. i never thought that with him being gone it would be this hard. we have been married for almost 16 months. i love him to death he is my world and i am glad i married him. i wouldnt change it for anything. i only knew him for like 2-3 months before we got married, but that doesnt matter because we have already lasted this long. i cant wait to grow old with him and have his children. he has given me the world and i plan to the same for him. i just cant wait until he comes home. so we can start our new lives in north carolina. im glad that he is re-enlisting he might make it a career which i will support him no matter what. it will be hard but i will do it for him. i think that once i have been through a deployment it will get eaiser one after another,not saying it will be easy but its something that i can do. besides i think that it will help me become more independent so when he comes home he will be proud of me. and not have to worry that much when he is away. i just cant wait until he comes home so i can hold him. our love is very strong and i get so happy when he calls though i cry but they are happy tears knowing that he is still ok.

i love you aaron and cant wait until you come home

love you and miss you

semper fi always

One of the Few good men(why?)

Its almost been three months since a good friend of aaron and i has passed away.Cpl Jason Verta

passed away on 07 sept 2008. He was our roommate and a great friend. He always helped aaron and i if we needed it. it was so hard to hear that he wasnt coming back. he is the first person in a long time that passed away. i only knew him a year unlike other people like aaron knew him longer, but yet to this day its still hard. i went to visit his family and friends last week it was nice. they are all nice people. i can see where he got his personality from. when i saw him at the cemetery that was hard, i had never been to one, i couldnt say goodbye to him, at least not yet. i know that he is watching over his family and friends and the guys that are in iraq.never did i thought that he would go. i just cant believe it. makes me wonder sometimes.

R.I.P Cpl Jason Verta

03 feb 1987 to 07 sept 2008

Having a bad day today

i really havent slept today. i didnt want to miss aarons call again. though i have many sleepless nights. i know i might not hear from him for two months but this is getting hard. i think about him everyday.im sick of people talking shit. i have done nothing and yet i always seem to get in the middle of things, i dont need that right now. idk im trying to stay strong for aaron...

There are sum people that dont understand

There are some people that are pissing me off.There are some people that think that i am worrying too much about my husband being in iraq, i understand to sum point but these people arent married or have a loved one in the military.They think they know everything. Idk wat to do anymore. Like the people that i have talked to that have the experience with the whole military thing like understand and i take their advice.But when there are people that arent and telling me that i shouldnt like get soo emotional and get over it pisses me off. i understand that i am emotional but i love my husband to death and worry. Its hard being a military spouse etc.. and its not like a normal marriage. I just wish people would understand. I think that i more hard days than good days. its hard with aaron gone. he is like my world and security blakent and i never had that. i just hope that the next six months go by quick. and just to let people know im as mean as you think and im sorry, im just stubburn and dont like to bug anyone with my problems. but there are just some people that piss me off and this is not the time. for the others i hope we can stay friends and those wives that husbands are in iraq know what i mean. im a very nice and understanding person until you disrespect me.

semper fi always

and our husbands will be home in six months

I LOVE YOU AARON BONENFANT-cant wait to see you

Almost a month

my baby aaron has been gone for almost a month now and its really hard. i missed his call today and now im hating myself for it. who knows now how long it will take for him to call. i hope that the six months go by quick.....